So this is it… 4 days to go

… And I already have the fear. How will I cope with bad days? Good days? Birthdays? Holidays?

We have been so socially conditioned to relate these occasions to alcohol that I am genuinely terrified that I won’t be any fun anymore. That I will be the boring one. But…. I am looking forward to getting rid of that fuzzy head feeling. So, it looks like I will have to just crack on!